I'll Never Know ( Archived) (4)

I wont be back, I wont give in,
I've done my time for my sin.
I'm tired, and its getting late,
I'm too old now for hope in fate.

Yea, very good, I must have done something right,
You stuck around for more than one night.
Oops, oh well, so much for that, you left this morning,
While I was feeding the cat and taking out the trash.

You dropped out the bedroom window, like a thief.
You took nothing but what you wanted, whatever that was.
And now, I'm leftover, like last night's lasagna,
Soon to be tossed in the cosmic garbage disposal.

I won't be back, I'll never know,
Alone I am, Alone I'll go,
Into the final good night,
No final kiss to set it right.
I'll never know, what is love,
I know my own mind,
But not my own heart.

I think I'll just tear it out of me,
Without love, I'll never know hate,
Without freedom, I'll never know fate.
Without friends, I'll never know betrayal,
Without my eyes, I can't see myself fail.

I wish I hadn't written it.

Now, be a man, and SUFFER!