Valentines day waste ( Archived) (7)

another v day wasted away
all this love to give and no one else to say
"i love u" back
this feeling inside is breaking me down
it's like my hearts torn out and thrown on the ground
Sometimes i can't help but to think,
what i put on here and on my skin with ink
this daily facade that try i to keep on
is wasting away and will soon be gone
love is one thing i have yet to see the true form of
some think it to be a heart some think it to be 2 doves
but whenever i try to imagine it's face i think
of the pain i've felt and all those weeks
i tried to get it outa my head
sometimes this feeling makes me feel dead
to the world, to my family to all my friends
im here on my knees asking when will it end?
all the advice i've been given has helped out alot
but now i find myself here at the same spot
the begining, it seems, is a good place to restart
but how far will i go till i reach the cliff?
and i fall on my face again with the same itch
i had the last time i was here
next thing you know im pounding a beer
drinking all my worries away
trying not to think about what will happen the next day
when i awake to find my heart in 2
bleeding the blood of the deepest blue
these are the things i go through, i feel, and i say
now lets see what happens on valentines day







kinda deep and emo..i know

uuuuhhhhhh.....thnx
lol

Totally relate.......

i just can't help to be honest in my poetry :)
i hope more people like it