I have my heart and it at has beat with a very sad song
For years I did struggle on this thing that’s so very wrong
My life can’t ever seem to be very complete
I have only sounds of no hope and harsh defeat
Time has grown me to a stronger person from this
The fact that fate has taken my right to a first births kiss
How I did have fantasy and dreams of it so real
Then darkness and bad fortune did so radically steal
Life has been good regardless of my plight
The gift of motherhood has ceased from my sight
Lord has many reasons and why things happen so grave
It may be that my sacrifice was needed so more he could save
I continue with my life and look upon so many a child
Their smiles adds to my strength even when they behave wild
So my cards have been dealt and I no longer cry
Because when I reach heaven the lord will answer me why