I sat to think about a thought that I had when I was standing
and realized life is so damanding.
to think a thought and not follow it through,who would of knew it cause failure times two ?
yet thought ,thinking that causes drinking, now thats to much !
But yet drinking that causes thinking, just the right touch .
I stood thinking of thoghts that I had berore standing and realized this liquor was way to demanding on my brain
my thoughts arent the same and the room seems plain or is just the pain inside , could be pride that the drinking wont hide .
So I sit , to think of a thought that I had before standing
and realized lifes not so demanding , when your dreaming !