All I can see is her beautiful face.
Imprinted on my eyelids every time I close my eyes.
The pain of me being gone, I wish I could erase.
For it breaks my heart when she cries.
I swear I feel her with me.
Her invisible fingertips stroking my cheek.
But when I come back to reality, she is nowhere I can see,
and I'm left once again feeling weak.
I never thought I wouldn't have her near.
So not laying with her is making me crazy.
I pray to God she would just appear.
For I really miss my baby.
In this moment I've become real.
For it's without her when I'm fake.
It's only her I wish to feel.
For being here away from her makes me ache.
I am sorry for my actions in the past.
For being a little boy when you needed a man.
If I don't change I know it won't last.
So I'm promising you to try as hard as I can.
I never wanted something so much to want to try.
So you know it's true what I now say to you.
Without you I can't sleep, and it makes me want to cry.
For only you can help me through what I go through.
You are my heart, and I want to try again.
I'll be coming home to you, but I don't know when.