My mind goes off to a place where it never wants to come back from. It just gets lost in circumference of your voice. The words that are released from your lips have a sort of ease. A type of sound that sends a message to the heart to reassure it that everything will be ok. The type of sound that allows the mind to go into a place where no one else can bring it out of, except your touch. You have the ability to hold me in a grasp that melts away fear. When you hold me I feel safe, I feel secure. I feel as if the dangers of the world would never dare try to compete with you. I feel as though I can let my guard down. I feel as though for once I can be the one to be scared. I have a chance now to run to someone when I get scared of life or when I feel as though the weight of the world is attacking me. It almost feels as if you are a force field. You do not allow harm to enter the circle you place around me. You look my fears in the eye and tell them what I do not have the heart to say. When I am around you I feel as if I can be someone else. I feel I can be the person I dream about. You allow me to live in fantasy mixed reality world. You give me the fairy tale love that everybody wants in life, but you also allow me to see life for what is and what it could be. When you are not around I feel vulnerable. I feel like a scared little girl who needs protecting. I guess I got so spoiled by your love. I need you around to protect me. Like in a typical fairy tale, you are the prince who needs to slay the dragon to save me. As silly as that may sound that is how I feel. Every girl waits for their knight in shining armor. But I like to think of you more than that. Sure you came and swept me off my feet, but the sheer thought of the battles you have fought for me, the pain you chose take instead of letting me cry alone, I believe you deserve more than a fairy tale title. I guess when you finally get your knight in shining armor and find that he is so much more; you try to find better ways to admire them. You do not know how many nights I have prayed and thanked God for you. I more than thank him for sending you to me. I thank him for allowing me to open my heart up to you after years of pain. The amount of pain that I held on my heart was enough to make me give up on love. My heart was beaten and torn that it simply could not take anymore. But the night I met you God said “give it one more try, just do it for me”. I felt I owe it to God to give love one more try so I did. Although I was hesitant at first, I closed my eyes and jumped in head first. Once I made that jump I started to fall. I became so scared because I did not want to get hurt again. I was already hurting from the past. I was falling in love, and I was falling fast. I did not know what to do. I kept falling, but in the end you caught me, you caught me and did not drop me. You caught me and never let go.
“….And the point of it all I LOVE YOU"