I SPENT ALMOST TWO YEARS LOVING YOU.I GAVE YOU EVERY PIECE OF MY HEART,MY SOUL,EVERYTHING IN MY BEING.WE HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS,OUR HIGHS AND LOWS.IN THE LOVE WE STILL LOVED EACH OTHER.NOW IM SITTING HERE WISHING I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND RIGHT ALL THE WRONGS WE MADE.WE FOUGHT SO MUCH THAT YOU SAY WE CANT BE SAVED.BUT I SEE IT DIFFERENT.AND WHEN I THOUGHT THINGS COULDNT GET WORST,YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WANT ME AROUND AS A FRIEND.IT FELT LIKE SOMEONE SNATCHED THE AIR FROM MY LUNGS.FRIENDS,I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HEAR THOSE WORDS.ALL THE LOVE WE SHARED,THE INTIMATE MOMENTS AND I FIND THAT IM WORTH ONLY YOUR FRIENDSHIP.I KNOW ITS BETTER THAN NOTHING,BUT ITS LIKE TEARING MY HEART OUT AND TELLING ME NOT TO LOVE YOU.BUT I CANT.EVERY TIME I SEE YOU I THINK OF OUR PAST RELATIONSHIP AND YOU THINK OF OUR FUTURE FRIENDSHIP.I NEVER BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE YOU AND NOW I HAVE TO ACT LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED.BUT IT DID AND WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I HAVE EVER HAD THE BLESSING TO WITNESS.BUT YOU WANT ME TO LET GO.ALL I HAVE ARE MEMORIES TO KEEP ME WARM AT NIGHT BECAUSE YOUR LOVE IS SO COLD.I TRY EVERY DAY TO LET YOU GO BUT IT HURTS SO BAD.THATS ALL I FEEL IS HURT,PAIN,LONELY,LOST...BUT DOES THAT MATTER TO YOU,IM JUST FRIEND...