I feel like nothing I do Is right,

I just don’t understand,

I believe in love at first sight,

And go by everything that’s planned



Life is so hard without my dad,

I am only full of anger,

I didn’t know life could be so bad,

I am putting my life in danger



I fell for a guy I barely know,

And he did me like I’m used to,

Left me for this ugly hoe,

But I moved in like I’m supposed to



I cannot get him out of my head,

All his memories are here,

I think about us laying in my bed,

And begin to shed a tear,



I hate that I love him so much,

And now he is out my life,

His scent and memories close enough to touch,

All stabbing me like a knife



I’m learning things about life every day,

Including relationships, and bullcrap as well,

I couldn’t write it all down or know what to say,

Or conclude enough to tell.