I've tried so long to do things my way But my way didn't get very far Been half steping, acting, and pretending Hoping you couldn't notice Hoping you couldn't see everything still holding me.
I'm holding on so tightly Yeah, I'm holding on so tightly And I don't know why...
This open wounds still bleeding I'm in need of your touch and your healing And I have no fancy words To bring you, nothings that's of worth So I'm here and I'm screaming at the top of lungs And ill keep screaming till these walls come undone Ill keep screaming till you begin again in me
I've tried so long to be ok But I'm not ok I never have been Except when you were holding me Except when you were holding me
But I'm ready to let go now Yes I'm ready to let go I'm not holding back anymore
This open wounds still bleeding I'm in need of your touch and your healing and I have no fancy words to bring you Nothing's that's of worth I'm here and I'm screaming at the top of my lungs And ill keep screaming till these walls come undone Ill keep screaming till you begin again in me.
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Posted: Mar 2012
About this poem:
I know it may seem scattered, but it came out of me in a very dark time of my life. Im a musician and so I have now turned it into a song, I hope it may bring someone some comfort for wherever they maybe at.