I thought the words had killed me.


The pain was taking over me.


all i ever wanted was to be wanted,


yet im still left alone.


I was always left scared and broken,


no love or emotion compassion wanst in you


with no hopes or dreams and no reason to live at all.


will things ever change I always wonder........


but I found out that they do.


I am different now and I am proof to only my self that people can change.


I found out that through the heart ache, pain, drama, lies, tears, sorrrow, and deep down to bitterness, their is something to live for......

A smile, a dream, hope, faith, you have to believe that every thing is going to be ok for everything to be ok.