Oh how the good of Heart pay...they pay... they Fuc#### pay
Oh how you Once,Truly...truly believed,...every word...
Now.... Oh so twisted....twisted and torn, you struggle to breath,
you sit with your hand on your chest as if to help.....you feel such a fool...
you learn to live without sleep...in the bed which was once the place of confirmation,
the longing look, the soothing voice, the oh so gentle, Gentle TOUCH.....
IT'S Another night.... another fight... going on! in High definite surround sound, ..the Voices...Are back again!!!
A repeat performance from the previous night.the what ifs...maybes...I should haves.... surface again...and again...
The AFFIRMATION you seek is accompanied by
Your only friend....., the ticking....ticking,clock that counts down the seconds to a new day..
Try as you may to silence the voices ...you await the news...

That your now.... Yesterdays smile that stirred,the touch that aroused,the lips that teased..and tasted.....But Now....those beautiful eyes,,,, are closed...they sleep...they don't see me laying here in the dead of night...they don't see my pain...oh
my Darling my love...what have you done...to me...

MSG Tone.......
My phone....where's My phone......YOUR HEAD DIZZY WITH HOPE
You want to come home......Home....
I LOVE YOU....BELIEVE ME..............sorry... BELIEVE ME...
your stomach so tight so twisted...heart trying to cope... pumping pumping so hard.....
in the dead of the night you stagnated life garroted in hope...as you frantically search for the phone, That had fallen to the floor...
Do I Want a Fuc#### up grade....
It's 3 in the morning.
You sit there staring...staring at the phone,as the first tear splatters onto the screen...
You stair at the contact photo and Number that used to light up your life...and watch the tear drop roll down the screen...
before you know it,you have pressed the call button......................