In the darkness i sit alone
I no longer feel at home
This house brings bad luck and pain
The memories make me go insane
my mind cant be at peace
I wish these thoughts and anguish would cease
The good times hurt more than the bad
The loss is so incredibly sad
Im a lone traveller now
I have to move on somehow
The weather maybe sunny and bright
Still inside a storm brews tonight
The clouds hang overhead
They are the ones filled with sadness and dread
The exterior of my face
Lies to all of my minds dark place
To be alone in company of others
Even when surrounded by sisters and brothers
The light so dim i cant see my feet
Cant seem to lift myself from my seat
The power of the mind can be a great thing
It also can be so torturing
I close my eyes and try and sleep again
escape from the reality
will that bring the end