Finding yourself

I'm awake in bed
half of me wants to be dead
I can't fall asleep
half of me thinks I'm a creep
I just want to sit here and weep
I just wanna sit and weep like a b*tch
Ya swing at me yea I'll probably flinch
But that doesn't mean anything
Cause now I know I mean something
This world is so crazy
And I'm so lazy
But I am ready to change
I will not be so derange
The real me is hidden within
The fake me will burn like Berlin
to make the real me revealed
I will have to put down my shield
I am trustworthy
I am so worthy
Do not tell me otherwise
You do not choose my demise
Now I am just working and waiting
But I can't wait til I start dating
Until then call me Poetic D
I'm cool if I get an epic B
This is the end of our appointment
But don't feel disappointment
Remember we will meet again next week
Just please remember YOU ARE NOT A FREAK!
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Posted: Jun 2013
About this poem:
I wrote this poem about how I feel about myself and my recovery process as well as how I need to view myself.

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dwg2012
I hope everyone who reads this will know how encaged the real me is within me.
ladyjewelonline today!
wave think we have all felt a bit like this at one point in our liveshug
I am so glad you are getting your life togetherthumbs up
Well written just keep going teddybear
morgen90210
welcome to poet corner
you are wit friends
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