i had
a dream
like seaweed creeping
over inside
dark horse in hell
floating upside down
in a pond within
a jelly
like substance

taking over
the brain
cutting haxsaw
tearing beauty asunder
grinding down pain
look into this soul
inside buckled over
in deep hurt

the dark horse
has arrived back
in time
dealing with
the hearts pain
this is
how one feels
dealing with this
a very deep hurt

that has ripped
the insides
clean out of me
then friends
attacked so cruelly
i am back
back in
the darker
side of hell

without vision
hello darkness again
my old friend
we meet again
this is exactly
how i feel
in this space
i wrote this
in my time