Ok this has got to stop
I apologize to those of you who don't care and who aren't involved
When Liam and I started the relationship I believed he was a gentleman, I fell in love with who he was trying to be, throughout the course of the relationship, he was behaving more and more jealous and insecure. He warned me about 4 male poets, 2 of which have left, as they took a pass at his ex girlfriend and he knows this because he logged on as her and was chatting to them.
He has criticized most of the poets and their poetry and called it rubbish that's why he comments the same way, by now I was thinking maybe my love and support for him would calm him and help him to be more confident, I constantly praised him for his poetry as he was everything to me. I spoke to him about his behaviour and how it was making me feel and asked him to stop on numerous occasions but to no avail. I will not be told who I can talk to and when and I will not accept insult because I make a 3 line comment on a poem and only a 2 line on his or comment on another's poem before I comment on his.
I tried to remain friends when we broke up, thus the comments on his poetry we were still in contact at that time, the picking didn't stop and I had hung on him twice because of his outrage and a discusting insult towards one of the female poets whom I know believes he is her friend, I hoped over to fanstory to see the insulting message towards myself and Robert and the lie's he and I both know are false, which include me sharing my love with all the male poets. I got sick of the nasty and hateful txt messages and voice mail so I immediately ceased contact due to this reason and after the calls and nasty messages wouldn't stop I finally said "just stop Liam I know what you've done and what your doing and you know exactly what I'm talking about" now he has recruited the help of his friend Mark to insult me and other poets have been involved, it is wrong and you need to stop Liam or it will eat you up from the inside out, I will no longer be on this site for you to bully me,
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Posted: Apr 2014
About this poem:
I tried to keep this quiet as I don't believe I have to explain my innocence and I didn't want any other poets to get hurt but as Liam has insisted on sharing I have been left with no choice, I did not want to bother others re. my problems with liam as there is enough pain and hurt out there already with out adding negative energy.
I believed in love, the Liam I thought he was showed me that, he made me the happiest woman I had every been, I could never hurt anyone the way he has hurt me because of that love, I do hope you get yourself sorted out Liam because you will end up a very lonely old man if you don't, how you could be happy with yourself for this behaviour is a mystery to me
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