Here i sit starring
Looking into my life
Thoughts in my head
Stabbing like a knife
Have I done right
What was wrong
Is this truely me
Am I still as strong
Can I be a mother
Could they be great
Will they love the end
Or be filled with hate
Should i feel love
Where do i go now
Move forward or back
If so... then how
Is my lonely heart
Always to feel this way
Never being fulfilled
My mind goes astray
Do I march into the night
Blind as ive been
Living day to day
Caring not to win
Still i sit starring
Into a blank life
Feelings in my heart
Blades sharp like knifes
My rights all wrong
My wrongs all right
My soul it bleeds
Fading into the night
The path set before me
Not a journey to take
No forks lead off
No decisions to make
I set foot alone
Naked into the dark
Know on this world
I make my own mark
The knifes are stabbing
Taking this life away
No longer am i willing
No need to stay