I never understood the kind of magnetic field I hold within me
Our field … it’s like a magnetic field, somehow we attract some things, many things for and form different reasons, but what can hold us ???
What choices have I made long time ago ?
How that reflects on me now, on my surroundings ?
You were right my friend, I know, I admit it
We cannot live as one without the surroundings
The question is, how to understand the field around it self
To understand the things that stack to it
Is it weakness ? Or are the paths chosen in some other time and space
Somehow in same strange way I understand the connection with something
With the animal standing in front of my door long time ago
Than I was scared of it, the veins and the look
I never let the animal in the house
I made the right choice seventeen years ago and that thing now makes sense
All this space, is it all serendipity?
I don’t think so.
I’ve been searching for answers for years and they come so, so suddenly
I’ve got the answer to one question now, what about the other questions ????
Why am I here ? What’s the purpose of this old soul, old but so full of life, so full of joy, laughter
Why the need to write ? Why do we meet people in some way , why do we get a direction when we at least expect ??
The silence of the night, the birds out side, this peace I feel in … I write to you my Creator …
Why do I feel this peace now and trembling of what does waits me more, what choices have I made than … have I ended one circle ???
I think I have, I feel I have done that
And now … new path
This is what I am, no need to change just to learn till we reach the goal