I never care to venture away from home
thoughts of doom frequently roam
Despondent because life's so f*cking unfair
my reality is emptiness and despair

On occasions I must get out
interacting I'm fearful about
I wish I could just be invisible
whats out there defines why I'm miserable

Pain inside blanketed by joke
optimism forever broke
What I want don't mean shit
decisions always split

Don't know what or how to feel
what can I do to help me heal
I'm afraid about losing touch
Save me from my demons clutch