THE SECRET SELF 11 26 2005

by sexxmagick74cheyenne, Wyoming, USA

Oct 2014 765 Views 0 comments

"THE SECRET SELF" 11/26/2005

HOW CAN MY FAITH BE PURELY FULFILLED?...
WHEN I CANNOT EVEN BREATH OR BE HEALED...
I'M BROKEN AND SCATTERED WITHIN MYSELF...
FEELING THE WINDS FROM THE HOT DEPTHS OF HELL...

UNFORESEEN SHADOWS HAS ARISEN TO STALK ME...
VOICES WHISPER AS I HEAR THEIR SECRET TALES...
FROM THOSE ANCIENT ONES, STORIES ARE TOLD...
OF A PASSAGE THROUGH STYX WITH SOARING SAILS...

AND WITHIN THE GRIP OF PASSIONATE HATE...
LIES THE UNHOLY TRUTHS OF AN UNKNOWN RAGE...
DEEP BEYOND THE VEIL BEFALLS A SECRET SELF...
SO, GAZE TO THE REFLECTIONS, FOR IN SADNESS, TIME WILL TELL...

HOW CAN I EVER GROW TO BELIEVE?...
DARK POWERS GROWING THROUGH TERROR EVERLASTING...
LONELINESS CREEPS, I'M SO ALONE...
GAINING IN ABSTRACT IMMORALITY...

THEY ARE THE DEMONS OF MY DARKNESS...
HEARING THOSE SCREAMS THROUGH NIGHTMARISH DREAMS...
APPEARING TO THOSE WHO'S TORN AND WEAK...
FROM THE VERY DEVILS WE HAD UNLEASHED...

AND WITHIN THE MISTS OF POISONOUS LOVE...
LIES A DEEP, DARK TRUTH FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE...
THIS IS NOT A DREAM, BLEEDING UNDER THE SPELL...
AN INWARD DESTINY THROUGH ONES SHATTERED SELF...

AHHH... THE SECRET SELF...
THE SECRET SELF...

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Posted: Oct 2014

About this poem:

This one in perticular as well as the whole of the album was based on the stress and the pain brought on by my break up with my x wife before our divorse... this whole album was wrote in the month of November. 2005.i wrote it exactly one year after our split in 2004... The album is titled THE EMBRACED... this is the 3rd song on the album...
there used to be 9. then in 2007 i added 1 more song making it 10song album... but today i decixed to add a few more songs making it have 14 instead... i think ill stop at 14 songs, who knows. one day i may drop a song or two from the line