"...AND AS I LAY DYING" 5/17/2014
LYING UPON THE FLOOR, TOUCHING DARKNESS...
I... AM BLEEDING AWAY...
BATHING DEEP, THE THICK FLOW OF BLOOD...
A... CRIMSON SPILT NECTOR...
GAZING UP AT THE CEILING...
WHILE MY SIGHT... FADES AWAY...
AM I TRUELY GOING TO DIE THIS WAY?...
FOR, I SEEM TO BE WAKING UP TO A NIGHTMARE...
I FEEL THE STING... ALL MY PAIN...
COVETING... MY ETERNAL BEING...
SO DEEP WITHIN... THIS VIVID SETTING...
I'M EMBRACING A SCARY UNKNOWN...
I'VE TRIED REACHING OUT TO TOUCH HER HAND...
BUT... OH, FU*K, SHE'S NEVER THERE...
FOR...THE REALITY LIES WITHIN UNCARING PEOPLE...
WHO HELPED CREATE MY HELL... WHICH WILL NOW UNFOLD...
...AND AS I LAY DYING...
I'M SEARCHING TO TOUCH MY ESSENCE, WITHIN MY LOST SOUL...
GAZING AT LOST HOPE...
THE COMING DEATH... OH, ITS BESTOWED...
SHATTERED WITHIN... MY SUFFERING...
FEELING MY HEART TURNING COLD..
UNFOLDING ENTITIES DROP ON BY...
FOR SHAPING THE GREAT UNKNOWN...
ENDLESS DESPAIR... UNENDING FEARS...
COURSE DEEP INSIDE MY HAUNTED DEPTHS...
I'M CALLING OUT TO SEE... DOES SHE COME?...
OH NO... TO HER, I MAY AS WELL BE FOREVER DEAD...
UPON STORMY NIGHTS, I SAT ALONE...
WATCHING... AS THE RAIN CAME POURING STRAIGHT DOWN...
WHILE DWELLING INSIDE... TO AWAKEN MY THOUGHTS...
THOSE DARK WHISPERS INSIDE WERE SO LOUD...
FOR, THE PAIN IN ME... IS WHAT I'VE FOUND...
AND... NEVER DID SHE RETURN TO ME UPON THAT NIGHT...
AND, IN TEARS... I JUST WEPT... FOR I KNEW...
WHERE SHE LAY... I'VE SEEN IT THROUGH MY VERY EYES...
...AHHH... WITHIN MY MIND...
...AND AS I LAY DYING...
DEATH WHISPERS TO ME UPON THIS DARKENING NIGHT...
...AND AS I LAY DYING...
I'LL SOON BE DEAD BENEATH THE DARKENING SKY...
HA... HA... HA... HA... HA... HA... HA...
HA... HA... HA... HA... HA... HA... HA...
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Posted: Oct 2014
About this poem:
This song is on the album i call
"DARK INTIMACY" another one of my epic concept album about Dark Desires & Dark Passions.... for abstract s*xual apitites of sinful delight...
hope u enjoy this one... its about me dying... its the 1st song uppn the album...
Comments (2)
(btw- don't enjoy the thought of you dying- but it's a well-written song)
Cat