When you’re anchored by your heart and you don’t know where to turn
You know from within yourself it’s her loving and touch, that you so yearn
Your life just seems so empty and hard, that you wonder why you even try
These lonely days and dreaded nights that you wish, you could, just die

I've been here before and survived, so why does it now seem so hard
Could it be that my heart, is finally broken, or just incredibly scarred
How can loving one woman, leave me so weak, broken and wrong?
What happened to my inner strength, it has been gone for so long?

Should I give up trying, and just accept there’s nothing there to get
Tell my emotions to turn themselves off and allow me to just forget
Or do I go on searching in the hope that one day a love I’ll share
Could wanting to be part of something going to cause me more despair

For now I’ll just sit and ponder and allow time to mend my heart
Then when I am feeling so much better than perhaps again I’ll start
To seek out yet another lady whom may think we are worth a shot
Perhaps maybe I should leave well enough alone, before I lose the plot

I know I'm so lonely and truly sad from deep within my own hearts core
Surely I must be nothing but a fool, wanting to go back for some more
Maybe if there is any justice God will take me as I rest in sleep one night
Then he himself alone can judge me, then tell me who was wrong and right …