The New Scripture

Let me paint you a little picture, so that you take your responsibilties alittle stricter, and maybe, just maybe your heart will become alittle richer, and inspire you to treat each other softer, let this be your new scripture. This is for all of you who cry at night, those you live each day in fright, and lose hope in finding the light, this is to let you know in the end you will be alright. You see there was this boy who was alittle different, and because of that everyone would greet him with torment, never having any friends, his days alone is all he spent, feeling like there was no where he was meant. Coming home everynight to his mom with cuts and bruises, not telling her of all the abuses, creating pointless excuses. She knew there was something wrong, cause his face was blank and acted like he didn't belong. He acted as if everything was fine, but deep down he was crying and thought the light would never shine ,one day at school some kids drew the line. Kicking him when he was down, he would look around, to see if there was any help, but all he saw was a crowd, and laughing was the only sound. That night he went to a place where he found a gun, asking God to take him in cause he was finally done, tears rolling off his face cause he felt he was a no one, and was tired of the run. He puts the gun to his head and said " Forgive me mom i love you, but this is no place, for someone who is already dead." Pulled the trigger hoping it was finally over, but miracously it jammed, Kneeling on the floor screaming why god why? am i damned? Not knowing what to do he went home again to see one more day through, the next night he took a rope and put it around his throat. Kicked the chair from under him, but the rope broke, and he finally realized the god has shunned him He went out into the kitchen and took out a knife shaking and crying hoping this would work and he looked up to god for him to finally show his worth. He felt something telling him to put down the knife so he did and finally gave up on ending his life. Days and days of more pain and suffering, he finally moved to a place where he felt like he was king, cause he found some friends who have stoped his crying. But the story is not just over, cause there still something riding on his shoulders.
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Posted: Nov 2014
About this poem:
this poem is still being written, It's a life poem. Experience I have been through.

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