I stand here still

against my will

because Grief I am still in today

drowning in it still,

I can not left up my arms

to comb my hair

Grief is thick in the air,

But what do I care

I can see a light a head

as I fight not to get

back in bed,

God light I see

I am not blind

as I try to unwind

from my Grief,



I stand still

against my will

because Grief I am still into today

holding me against my will

I need to drink more water today

or try to eat food

God light I see

his love will feed me,

as I get down on my knees

Help me Lord please,

no phone calls please

I not in the mood today

just go away,



I stand still

against my will

because Grief I am still into today

holding me against my will

I will open up my Bible

and read the book of Mathews

with tears rolling down my cheek

help from God I do seek

his words help take me out

of my Grief time and put me

into a better state of mind,



As I stand still

against my will

because Grief I am still into today.

by charlotte 2014