WHAT IN THE HELL is that clicking That... ticking I hear Ringing so loudly In my ear?!
It echoes With cacophony Deep and profound Why do I hate this Deafening sound?
In the silence of my room Late here at night It rings like a boom Until daylight
It's been happening for years It's source has me dumbfounded If you say you can't hear it Well then I'm astounded
It started just about When we were ripped apart...
wait...
could it be...
the beating of my heart?
In the silent solace of Lonely demise I hear it most As I close my eyes And alone drift away Into solitary slumber My days of loneliness Becoming too many to number
My eyes cry tears Down like rain Is there anyone out there Who can feel my pain?
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Posted: Mar 2010
About this poem:
I've been a widow for 16 years. Though I have moved on, now that I'm single again, sometimes, I miss my husband, especially late at night when I am alone. I think about the days, how they have passed, how much has happened... and how I am alone to enjoy them, mourn them, engage them and ignore them.
Poems like this help me get through the notion that the moment his soul was set free, mine was chained to misery.
Of course,I feel your pain I went through the pain,now its beginning to ease,I've been a widow longer than you...Just could not make up mind to trust another man.Try expressing your feelings through verse it helps...there are a lot of lovely people here on poets corner,Hope you will come out of this as I am now doing so gradually.
thank you all for your comments... i appreciate the support... I do well most of the time... it has been 16 years and I have had another relationship since then... but now that one has ended (for 2 years now) and as a single woman I am realizing how much I lost.
Comments (9)
again, thank you...
rob
This is very nicely composed, very emotional poem.
"Is there anyone out there Who can feel my pain? " I love this fine end....