Lusting for the life he has not felt for so long and all the things he has lost that will forever be gone, a vampires love one eternal kiss its more of a curse then it is a gift. thirsting for blood prolonging a life that's condemned him only into eternal night, sadness it plagues him and longing does ride his eternal companion never leaving his side haunted by specters of a once normal life a home a family and a sweet loving wife. Now every things gone all that he had and still he lives on eternally sad wanting so badly for all he cant have, searching for something he never will find an eternal hell I'm the memories of his mind. So many things that never again will he know like a kiss given with love or the soft touch of wife for he traded his soul for this accursed life, now forever in darkens tears of blood he will cry as he prays for forgiveness so he can finally die.