Conflicted

I'm drawn to you though we are the opposite
I wanna get in touch with the innocence I see within
Though I'm scared to let you have any piece of my heart
Cause it has been broken into pieces from sharks
Of despair my mind can't even grasp
Love is like an addiction, I tend to relapse
The past shows failure of making relationships work
The thought of being alone forever is a pain that hurts
So deeply, but it's a reality I have accepted
Still I yearn to find that special connection
To that special love I want so bad
Though this is something I really doubt you have
In yourself to give, at least not the way I desire
You're so rough around the edges that it inspires
A yearning to find the girl underneath that heavy armor
It's crazy I'm weak inside, yet I wanna make you stronger
But at the same time, I don't wanna be swept in
To your world of immaturity, chaos, and sin
The smartest thing to do is to erase the page
Of you in my life story, but I'm sick of doing what feel's safe
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Posted: Jan 2016

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candykid
It's good to let it out.....
FeelsLikePIZZA
Thanks, it is.
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