When somebody you love dies,it just makes you feel so alone inside. Like there is this weight pushing you down and even though you have to keep moving it's not the same.As you begin to come to terms with it,you see that it is not about you or how you feel,that the real value of the loss is all about them and what you could have shared had they not departed. That part sucks even worse. The biggest thing about really healing is just remembering them,remembering the love that they gave you and trying to honor that. That's the part that reminds us we are not alone in this world and can lift up a bit of that weight .........................much love..... elo