I can feel myself fall into the eternal bliss, All this worlds hurt will never be missed. I loose a hold and slip into the void, this dreaded misstep has long been foretold. I reach up for a hold to keep me in this world, but I know what has stricken me hopeless and cold. My destiny looms before my very soul, Hell is predestined to receive my immortal soul. I scream for the very thing that I desperately need, But eternal hurt is all that I feed. My soul screams for a desperate release, something dark denies my prayer for eternal bliss. I know that hurt will encompass my lingering days, till death takes its abysmal ways. My last scream is for a single prayer, it's all that I can hope will take me there. I'm deceived, all that remains is remorse and doubt, I know now there's only one way I'll ever get out.
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Posted: Feb 2017
About this poem:
Not a light read, but an insight into a time when I felt alone and abandoned. Not for my taste, but how I felt after a rather dark time in my life. I also write childrens stories, ironic isn't it. 180 degrees from my poem I posted yesterday. I have more let me know what you want. kindly---Penwick