I"ve been wrestling with the devil
who"s been telling me to run.
I"m having trouble staying put
since this whole thing first begun.
I"ve been trying to show you all
the pieces that I have left.
But how can I do that
when i don"t know me my own damn self?
Every now and then it gets so hard
to sooth this thing thats deep inside.
And I"m unclear of the reason
that i keep trying so hard to hide.
I cant stop fate from doing
as it chooses who to please.
In case I"ve not been clear
I no longer can just believe.