As I sit in the nothingness of my soul I wonder why
why have my emotions slipped
why is it so hard just to feel
It seems as though my emotions have been forced
I am putting on a false smile to get through my day
I loved you more than anyone ever and you killed my heart
I see you happy without a care
I live in anger I live in pain
Are you human? Do you even care what you have done to me?
I have been left an empty shell of my previous self
I watch the sun go down every night and it reappear every morning and wonder
how the world continued to spin when my world has gone to another
How could you not care? How dare you treat me like this!
I was good to you! You let believe I was what you wanted-what happened
Now you’re gone and it’s like I never existed
How do I move on? How am I supposed to be better without you?
Will you ever come back?
If I don’t believe you will come back to me I don’t know how to live
Please come back soon
I miss my soul