July 27, 2008 Is the day I will never forget The woman who gave birth to me passed away (spiritually) Yet my tears were cold not wet I prayed and meditated needing to know How can one give birth and be so cold Then a peaceful feeling came over my heart It had nothing to do with her this I was told God has a reason for all things that happen It’s about His Will, no one else’s So I have to forgive this woman For her unlovingness and her selfishness I’d like to say “I don’t know her” But this would be untrue The story as I “Had Known It” Would make the happiest person blue Like someone jilted at the altar Feeling empty and asking “Why Me” Now I know the real reason I’m here My eyes have opened now I can see It’s always been his plan It never involved her at all She never had a clue From the start, it was “GOD’S CALL” She did her job then off she went Continuing with her life Never showing concern or care Or if “MY BOY IS ALRIGHT” I was loved and wanted by GOD To show the world his love Using this child as an example It’s not our will but “HIS FROM ABOVE” How from nothingness can love and peacefulness come? Good can come from bad How Beauty came from an empty shell Using just what he had For all of you who are out there WONDERING “WHY ME?” This is God’s way of saying You don’t need them I’m the one Who’ll Give You Peace I will guide you and love you unconditionally and forever You are mine alone You don’t need an earthly mother or father Because I am your home.
William Luciano 2008
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Posted: May 2010
About this poem:
There are to many adults these days whom once were children with this situation. The shame is as children we thought for some reason we were at fault. When in truth we had not done 1 thing wrong. I have(thru prayer and forgiveness) I've learned that the whole reason for my being was not because of the adults who concieved me but because my true Father wanted me on this earth to assist those FOSTER-ADOPTED AND/OR LOST CHILDREN who fell like it is all their fault. This is far from the truth. These are the chosen few whom God is calling to serve his Will in a way that we just can't comprehend. Personally I feel my job is to bring a sense of worth to those who feel "IF THEY DIDN'T LOVE ME WHO WILL". We are stronger than this and will become stronger every day. If you are one of the "FOSTER CHILDREN OF YESTERDAY AND/OR TODAY let's get together and talk to see how we can better those who feel UNWORTHY. They are every bit WORTHY AS THE NEXT PERSON. IF NOT MORE. GOD BLESS. BILL
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