everything was like a dream come true,
then one day everything was so blue.
no one expected, no one even thought,
the worst was about to happen.
it happened so suddenly,
and yet you fought so stubbornly.
we all wanted you to stay,
but your body wouldn't delay.
now you are in heaven,
we are here dreading.
there are days I wonder what did I do,
but I am the one who needs to make it through.
even when it's hard to go on,
our kids needs me to be strong.
I keep looking for you somewhere,
and I wish this was a nightmare.