Oh, ok, now I know why, you think that Im bad or something, cause I said my blogs keep been taken off here for some reason. Well, I found out later, that its because if you put on more than one blog on within 24 hours or so, the last one isnt displayed. But Bambina, I see that you cancerians judge things very quickly, and dont bother to look any further. Anyway Im not worried, your loss.,
I guess its because she doesnt have anywhere really to live aswell, so everyone controls her completely and she cant improve her life because of this, because she doesnt have her own space to do so, so maybe thats why she has just realized, whats the point of living if she is in such a hole and cant get out of. I gave her a driving learners book to learn, so she can get her drivers licence at least and maybe have a chance of employment once she can escape from the tiny town. But, she says its impossible, the people make her work 24 hours a day doing everyones washing in the community etc.
Be luck me, make sure you dont have much possesions, just pack up and go. If you want possesions, get cheap second hand furniture which is easy to resell. My dining room table is just plastic and plastic outdoor garden furniture, which isnt too expensive, I dont gather any nice things except small things like a nice cellphone or laptop that you take with you when you go. I dont have a oven, just a small stoveplate, and a fridge box. And a roll up mattress. This can all fit into your car, and off you go.
Fast Food! never. Only eat plain food, no spices or sauces, just some salt. And fruit. Now, I cant stand the taste of fast fatty foods. My taste buds have adapted. And I feel very healthy and full of energy, and have lost a tummy. Eat this and just a bit of exercise. and your have a very well shaped build. You are what you eat.
And youve got too watch out, because when Mr perfect does come along, and you fall into his trap, you find out he has about 50 other woman. And thats why he get all the woman, because he is mr perfect, which all the woman want.
I dont like farming, my skin is fair, it doesnt like the hot sun here, Ive already had a skin cancer cut out a few years ago. And everyone is trying to sell the farms, as they worried the same will happen here as what happened in Zimbabwe. Ooh, got to go, their is noise outside my window and its 3am in the morning. Luckily I have a few combat skills. buy.
Itchy Witch, I do art aswell, I like colours. Dark colours are mysterious and interesting to me, so maybe thats why Im more attracted to ladies of colour, I dont know. I did a lovely portrait of an African lady, and its much more interesting for me to do that, than other portraits.
No, South Africa is progressing, Europe is collapsing, I guess Europe will become like Africa, and maybe Africa will become like Europe was. I guess this might be the African Renaisance. Europe is in huge Debt and cannot find the money to get out of it. I heard something like 100 000 people going onto the streets everyday there, so I dont think things are looking to good. Maybe history will repeat itself and the Europeans will once again come to Africa and try conquer and take its resources, I dont know.
White womans values are too high still. Woman of colour are much more accepting and compassionate. Attractive Bronze skin to die for aswell, not a pale of white.
Hi Itchywitch, I did live in your country for 6 years, England, as you can see, I have a bit of the mentality still, but I was a total outcast there, hopefully never have to go back there again, and Im sure the English dont want me taking there jobs anyway. Well, thats what I was reminded of everyday there etc. Still a bit bitter about that, but I hear Europe is collapsing and wont recover, so Maybe Ill get a bit of revenge. Jokes
Guess I should have left out the business part. Guess Cancerian girls want love, not business partnerships. Sorry girls, it just says that we make very good partners in love and business we work well together, Thats what the astrology says.
I know, the sad thing about living here is the damage the apartheid era caused. There are hundred of beautiful girls of colour in this tiny town, but not one of them will have a relationship with me, because they say Im white and we all wear the same caps. Although, I had had 2 secret relationships here, but, when the people found out, it was huge gossip and jealousy from the men, so it didnt last long. So, I have to find a relationship with a girl that lives in the cities, which people of all different races etc mix a bit more and its more accepted. In the Northern Cape part of the country, its still like apartheid exists, and races dont mix at all, so its as though Im trying to change the system.
Now, Im not saying I wouldnt go out with a white girl either, but the white girls here are very few, and are really very large and rough, they are farmer type woman, so I guess Im alone up here.
Itchywitch, I get bored doing nothing, compounded in a flat. I wanted her to do things with me, not leave me alone in a flat, while she went to visit her friends. Once Ive made up my mind, thats it, I dont go back. I saw her true personality by this, and new this is how it will always be.
The funny thing was, that when I wanted to go and had made up my mind, then she didnt want me to go at all. Guess, thats what they want, Want what they cant have, but dont want what they can have.
I guess if your young and stupid your get married, but I think for us that are getting on, like once your over 30 you then start to realize maybe its best never to get married, as then youve seen things in life and learnt more about people etc. Youve seen what happens in marriages etc.
The problem is, nobody wants the right one, or they judge the person too quickly and end up going for the wrong one. I guess thats life, you cant have your cake and eat it.
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Hey Bambina, we were friends, then you just blocke
Yes, but not saying much or ignoring them doesnt help either, so what does one do