Hi Serena, I remember those feelings as vividly as you do. I have learned recently not to worry so much what other's think of me as long as I know in my heart, the person who I am and that's all that truly matters. You can still jump in the puddles as long as you don't splash anyone else in the process, IMO. :) Best wishes to you.
It doesn't take much to make me happy. I live a fulfilling lifestyle and I'm very fortunate to have genuine friends and a wonderful daughter! All I'm missing is a garden but I was not blessed with a green thumb.
Hang in there and try not to get discouraged. Remember there is a cover for every pot and just when you least expect it, you just might find yourself in a happy, healthy relationship.
RE: this site
Unfortunately, no you can't.