great insight guys. this is a great thread, funny how most of you guys seem to looking for the same thing as us women. respect, fidelity, attraction. if you're not picky about who you choose for youself, a lesson in self respct and self care is in order.
in the aftermath i am stronger. i have learned a painful lesson and it is not lost on me.
the seeing through open eyes is a brain twister. you are now enlightened, and simultaneously disillusioned. believe in the light you will see, now that the illusion is gone.
you must take the next step forward walking backwards is dangerous, i know so's going forward. eyes open, at least what lies ahead is bound to be different and better.
i've been in the aftermath at my age, it doesn't get any easier and the aftermaths are clearly inevitable. i've learned to make the most of the time i have, give freely without concern for what's in it for me. accept that death will take us all, it's what we do while we are here that makes our own aftermath. there can only be heartache if your heart is full of love, not fear. only the brave dare tread water in this dangerous sea. i am brave, worthy and ready for the joy and pain of loving fully.
your blog was well writtenm sounds like you need to be asking yourself about the aftermath. it's comin it always does. what will you see through you open eyes? how will you approach this frightening reality next time you encounter it?
i tell you my young friend, love and life are a perilous journey you only get out of it what you put in. keep investing whole hearedly and you will reap the whole package.
no other mammal seeks milk after it is weaned, this makes it seem unnatural to me. on the other hand we are humans we do alot of stuff just because we like it. i don't drink milk ever hate the stuff myself, but would be lost without cheese, ice cream and yogurt.
if i'm not mistaken milk was used originally for simple survival and the keeping of livestock for this purpose alone predates recorded history.
back when i was working, i was a neurotech. seizures were my business, and you bet i sure saw alot of people misdiagnosed. a couple of things to consider as you go forth. there are alot of seizure meds out there, dilantin is a tried and true but you may get better results from a combination of anticonvulsants or simply a different one. the best doctor to help you find the right meds is a neurologist, good luck finding a great one but they are out there.
the fact that you must take other medicine for bipolar disorder may be a factor in your leveling off process. these chemicals all work in the brain and they don't always work well together. in fact i had one seizure while on antidepressant meds and i don't have a seizure disorder.
if seizures interfere with your ability to do your job you should file for disability.
send me a mail if you would like to speak privately
exercise is a great healer. while your busy working away your body is making endorphins natures magic pain reliever, works for body, mind and soul. no bad side effects. who knows mr right could be working through the same problems two benches away.
you will find love again i've no doubt. look inside there's someone there, she's begging you to love her and she's so worthy, she'll never leave you, she'll cry with you, she is you. and she needs your help. treat her as you would your most precious friend. once you find the bond with her all things are possible.
be brave,
and keep takin good care you are on the right road
night shift is hard on you physically, takes a while to get used to it. then people expect ya to be up and atem during the day. keep on keepin on and enjoy the hunky perks, there's more than one hotty at that gym.
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RE: All of you beautiful women
god did a pretty sweet job of puttin you together too. such a wonderful thing to say. happy hunting to you as well.