When the time comes and you express your wishes with your parents, expect to be met with resistance, but understand, it will be out of love...But with persistence, that same love will likely offer you the assistance you're looking for, to move out on your own. Be patient and determined. When they see they can not discourage you, they will likely help you. Just my guess, judging from the manners they raised you with. They must be good people.
Namaron is a complete moron. Pay him no attention, even if you could understand a word he says. Just be glad you don't have his handicap! There would be no hope!
RE: Smiling at girls
When her facade, melts my practical ambitions, and solidifies the extension of my manhood, I know I have that feeling.