O.I. Wars II: Attack of the Revenge of the Sith

Hey hey everybody! I'm having one of those moments again where I'm thinking about how I'm wanting more independence, and meet new people outside, and basically the same stuff I mentioned in my first blog. I decided to spend a few moments to follow up on that blog by saying a couple of things.

First of all, I wanna thank each and every single one of you guys for the kind words of support that you all left in my previous blog. You don't know how much that means to me. It really helped to lift my spirits during a time when I was feeling really down in the dumps. I'm not sure what else to really add to that. Just wanted to thank all of you for all the kindness. :)

Secondly, I'm trying to Google ways I could achieve the goals I wanna achieve. That's always been kinda difficult for me, since I'm never sure what exactly to search to find what I'm looking for. :P I'm trying to look for ways I can do day to day things by myself, while still making sure I'm doing it safely. Don't wanna end up with like, a tipped over wheel chair somewhere, and then being like, "Welp.....Guess I'm just here now." :P I know there are ways for people with O.I to perform regular day to day activities like everybody else. I've seen it done from a couple of sources. I just don't know HOW they do those things, which is what I need to figure out, for this to even work.

I guess just to add this in, I haven't really told my parents about this thought process I'm going through because....well a couple of reasons. A: I don't know how they'd react. And B: For whatever reason, I always feel awkward bringing these type of "real life problem" topics up to them. I dunno WHY I feel like that. I'm more than capable of talking about OTHER problems with them, but they're more goofy, "Point and laugh at" kinds of problems, like "What? The Playstation 4 doesn't have backwards compatibility? PFFFT! That's just silly!" No joke, my mom and I ACTUALLY had a pretty in depth conversation about that. XD And yet, when it comes to this particular situation, which is a legitimately serious topic, I don't feel comfortable discussing it. Like I said, I just feel awkward about it, and the last thing I wanna do is make things awkward. That's not a fun feeling at all. I'm the type of guy who really only brings up those types of topics, if it feels natural to bring it up in the current conversation I'm having. I'm sure you can see the obvious problem with that. When would a conversation like that ever come up? How would I bring it up? I don't know.

But this sorta goes back to the Google searching I mentioned earlier. I sorta don't wanna bring it up to them AT ALL until I know for a fact that what I'm aiming to achieve is actually possible. More importantly, HOW to achieve it. If I can get that step out of the way, then MAYBE I can finally work up the courage to bring all this up to them. Until then though, it's back to the searches I go. This was definitely a much more rambly blog than my previous one, so thanks for sticking with me if you got this far. :P I guess I'll wrap this up by saying, see you next time, and thanks again for all the support. See ya around! :)