You know what was a real "wanted" feeling from a loved one. After we were at it for a while and nearing the grand finale, she would always grab me and try to pull me tighter into her...made me feel genetically loved. Highest 'approval' a woman could offer. Love.
I'm feeling generous today, let me share one more thing that I really liked....this one woman, immediately after, would always get a nice warm wash cloth and clean me down there and then snuggle...i really liked that....me all passed out and dizzy, paralyzed, and then the warm soft clean up with no effort on my part.....ahhh, I sure miss having a good woman.
you too smittens. I had fun...... No word yet. I can tell she has not been online. I have her address, I just don't know what to send her. I imagine she needs stamps and paper but I'm waiting for a reply. I thought maybe a magazine subscription would be a nice gift. I don't want to think too much ahead of myself. I can really 'feel' her emotions. I'm sure of it. Not saying she's interested, but I can feel her pain and her determination for what she wants to make right next chance she gets. Change is hard, but wanting it is a good first step.
I know it sounds crazy, you don't have to tell me. But I've done way crazier things that have turned out good. Of course, I've done crazy things that were a complete disaster too. lol
My gut says go for it if I get the chance. I actually drive by where she stay pretty regularly. I have a little project going on over that way. Maybe this time it's fate
see you got me drunk now I'm vulnerable and I'm rambling. I won't loose my head. I'm going about this rationally.
I live in isolation. For real. But there is this one cute girl at the store I want to ask out, but she has a ring(very very small). Should I try to offer her a bigger one next time I buy milk and bread?
No, I can't do that. I can't sit in the passenger's seat and let the car roll down the hill on it's own. I need to be behind the wheel. My life. You forget, I man. I inherently seek control of me. Me alpha male of mike3478's little world. But proud of little would, same as king proud of his big world. 100% equal pride.
I have examples of people that sat back and believed in "fate" taking care of them. Trust me, bad plan. Plan of looser.
Would sports coach tell players, don't practice for game day. Fate will take care of the win? No bad coach plan.
I don't have faith in finding love when I least expect it. I think like anything in life that you want, you have to pursue it. That is the hard part for me. The woman I desire intimidate me. But there is no doubt, or I should say very little doubt, you have to know what your looking for in order to find it, and you have to put effort into looking for it.
There are very few similarities to love and material items, but I think as far as possessing them, you have to use the same strategies.
I will say, unfortunately, sometimes you have to loose what you have to realize the real value of it. And by that I mean, when you try to replace what you lost, you then learn the value of it. You may realise you took it's value somewhat for granted.
She is still a human being just like any woman. I don't prejudge her. I find her attractive. In a relationship, partners help each other. Just remember smittens, she was some one's little baby girl. I don't know about you, but I've made more then my share of mistakes....anyway, If I get a chance, I'd just go slow on this and see if there is anything there. I could 'feel' her pain of loneliness in between the lines. I too feel that pain. I can easily sympathise with her.
You come across as the biggest idiot Texas has ever seen. And the more ironic part is, you think your the best there is.
I've seen a second grade girl write better then you. What woman in her right mind would want to chance mixing her genes with yours. I would suggest trying to find a date at a mental institution not only because of the convenience to your location but also because they will be smart enough to have you put into isolation.
I sure hope my jaillovebird writes back to me again. I don't know how many more injuries I can sustain from this horse and still be able to drag myself back up on her.
RE: What is "love".."true meaning" of love............
I miss understood your post Shelly,, sorry, disregard my reply please.Thanks
Later all.