We all cross many roads in are travels,its called life,and when we venture into this world,first we are unable to read,and so even if one was avilable,and a 'HOW TO LIVE LIFE'' guide book was available,it would be of no use. What I mean is that life for me has been trial and error,yes,living and learning,and admitting fault,and placing blame was always a easy way out,better still an excuse to continue with my behaviour and bad attitude.
I was not given a wake up call like most,I was given a do or die,and you know that saying 'YOUR GIVEN THINGS IN LIFE FOR A REASON AT CETAIN TIMES IN YOUR LIFE",well its true I became pregnant,and for me its all it took,my life litterally did a 180 degree turn.Now sure I made mistakes along the way,I was yet again having to learn all over again,but once I was able to forgive(we never forget),except resonsablity,get rid of anger and hate,and realize that yesterday is just that,gone,tomorrow has yet to come,but today is the present and it trully is a gift,I was able to like who I was,even with all my imperfections,and it changed my world,it changed my views,it helped me to create a healthier mind formyself with a very postive outlook,with very positives views.
They say 3 times is a charm,and there right,because what I learned in my 3 time around,my re-birth I like to call it has given me more then I could have ever imagined,and more then I knew was possible,life truly is a gift to me,and I live for the here and now,and it works for me.Sure I am still learning,and my eyes always remain open so I have a very wide view,but the right here and now,I LOVE IT,I'm could never in words say how gratful I am that I can see clearly now,so I won't.
I know your talking medical issues,and that for many things medication and treatment and support groups are needed,I was just taking a piece of what you all had to say and putting a little of what I wanted to say into play..........
Fishing always gives me a real peaceful/relaxed feeling,and no,not just from the ,something about water and being out in Mother nature,gotta love it...............
My inner self is one that only through trial and error,living and leaning,and being able to keep a open mind and allowing myself to be enruched with so much that surrounds us,to make amens,admitt fault,and to have forgiveness,makes for who I really am,yes my inner beauty.
I tend to see the whole picture,not just what I might just have wanted to see,even if what I am viewing was not really what I had in mind.Life is full of surprises and has many disguises,me,I find I have to look in the box,I can't just taken for granted what another has viewed in that box....
There's nothing to explain when its how you feel,telling it like it is is just what it is,its how you feel,no one said that truth didn't hurt,but its better then appeasing.
You can't make all of the people happy all of time,and why exchaust yourself trying,you happiness is first and fore most,with that everyone around you benifits......
Sure it becomes tiresome the same ole same ole,but with each you take with you something,or so you should be,whether good or bad,its new,its learning,its apart of growing,most times in doing so you meet some that you had least to expect doing so,blessing in disguise.
Nobody is perfect,but there is a Mr.Right for you right now,when now is,who knows,but I would ask that you keep the faith,and may each thing new enrich your spirit...
Damn,how could I ever possible forget,spoke with him this early morn,James/Tumpa,my sincer apolagies James,but you know forever you are branded in my heart......
My inner beauty consist of my heart,spirt,mind,body and soul.With that comes my hopes,my dreams,my desires,my insecurites,yeah we all have a few,my strenghts,my weaknesses,the this is now,for this is who I shall be,am only just me.....
Other then the here and now,nothing comes with a full guarantee,that and the fact we come from a imperfect world which in return makes for imperfections,allow your spirit to be lifted and your heart to soar.Love comes in may forms,but is always a gift,true love is the ultimate,and to me,we all get to touch it,some only once,others maybe a few,to say you have touched it once,your fortunate,it maybe all your gonna get,for those yet to touch it,its on its way,for I feel we all are given this special gift.
Enjoy the here and now,the rest,whatever it to be,it will follow......
My son was at the florist picking up slowers for a teacher who's father had past one Sunday when he was younger,and came home with a chicken.Well it didn't stop there,I ended up with about 20 chickens,in my basment,the smell was horrible,regardless.I called animal control and they told me there was nothing they could do unti Monday,what in Gods name was I to do with all these chickens in my house.So I contacted the news,and a crew came out and did a story,in my house at at the scene where the chickens where found.Someone in my neighbourhood reconized my son or I on the news and stopped by my house and asked what I was doing with these chicken,what was I doing,hell,not a damn thing.I let him have the chickens,and know that the chickens where butchered,the fella asked to remain annoymous,his wish was granted.However once the chickens had been removed my phone was ringing off the hook from animal rights activists,animal control,etc,yeah after,alot good that did...lol
A tanks 4 foot in height full of snakes in my house,thats a whole other story,a baby sparrow on my sons bedroom window that he brought in and nursed to full growth,that lil sparrow shows up every year,for the past 6/7 years to say hello,so yeah,animal lover,I had one too.....
Let me add,we try as best we can to make for a succesful rescue,only as a last resort is a animal put down,we have wonderful animal control here,and many do what they can to set mother nature free....
And there is going to be alot of that happening,I know here the weather is changing very,very quickly,and for those who hibernate they are somewhat confused and are busying themselves with preperations for winter.
Mother nature has a funny way of working,and I really can't say what is best.........
Damn Burt your quick,I just e-mailed Izzy asking to tell me first what the tally was,but at least I got it right,after all I did "see" it coming............
I tend to take a lot of blame from the father of my children,and in no way,shape or form as it clouded or made me feel insecure to who I am or how I have chosen to live my life,as far as I"m concerned,he has a hard time congradulating me on a job well done,and the truth of the matter is that it all comes out in the wash,and I came out clean.
Long hair,short hair,red hair,no blue hair though,to me its just hair,however I will confess to tears when I first had mine all chopped off,took me 2 days to get into that hairdresser chair.......
A few years back I donated my hair to Locks Of Love,knowing that my hair is being worn by a child with cancer just warms my heart and lifts my soul...............
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,something about water and being out in Mother nature,gotta love it...............
RE: The Secret Life of the Manic Depressive
What I am comfortable saying is this.We all cross many roads in are travels,its called life,and when we venture into this world,first we are unable to read,and so even if one was avilable,and a 'HOW TO LIVE LIFE'' guide book was available,it would be of no use.
What I mean is that life for me has been trial and error,yes,living and learning,and admitting fault,and placing blame was always a easy way out,better still an excuse to continue with my behaviour and bad attitude.
I was not given a wake up call like most,I was given a do or die,and you know that saying 'YOUR GIVEN THINGS IN LIFE FOR A REASON AT CETAIN TIMES IN YOUR LIFE",well its true I became pregnant,and for me its all it took,my life litterally did a 180 degree turn.Now sure I made mistakes along the way,I was yet again having to learn all over again,but once I was able to forgive(we never forget),except resonsablity,get rid of anger and hate,and realize that yesterday is just that,gone,tomorrow has yet to come,but today is the present and it trully is a gift,I was able to like who I was,even with all my imperfections,and it changed my world,it changed my views,it helped me to create a healthier mind formyself with a very postive outlook,with very positives views.
They say 3 times is a charm,and there right,because what I learned in my 3 time around,my re-birth I like to call it has given me more then I could have ever imagined,and more then I knew was possible,life truly is a gift to me,and I live for the here and now,and it works for me.Sure I am still learning,and my eyes always remain open so I have a very wide view,but the right here and now,I LOVE IT,I'm could never in words say how gratful I am that I can see clearly now,so I won't.
I know your talking medical issues,and that for many things medication and treatment and support groups are needed,I was just taking a piece of what you all had to say and putting a little of what I wanted to say into play..........