Fragile,yet in control,decissions to comfort my soul,regadless who see it fit,I must take care of me,and am tired,so much so it has me with thoughts that is out of charecter,yet comfortable,ummmmmmmmmmmm,so I will cry,I will walk about,I have already made my calls and said my piece,when I am stronger,with a better frame of mind I will be able to explain better,for now I have good friends to hold me,be with me,laugh with me and share with me,that alone gives me strenght
BUT,I am still positive,and still smileing.....and determined,one way or another,my choice is mine,possible not suituable or understandable to others,but trust me,its whats right for moi...
Much love and lite be with,and may you take an adventure of a diffrent kind,would love to hear of it.....
The pain you feel for those is so minimal to those who are passing....Letting them know your going to be okay is one of the greatest gifts you can give them,it makes there having to leave so much easier.....
"Do not come to my grave and cry,I am not here I did not die"
Her memory lives with you always,however I know its the never being able to touch,feel or see again,may she be in peace and may you walk in peace always....
Pete those who have a NEED to always explain there actions or make justifications,its a mechanism to protect.
I say lets get the fu*ck outta here,grab a beer and check out Teenage Head,there playing you know...lol...common,its about time you and I had a drink anyhow.....
Mere words could not gve the comfort I would hope for you,but know your thought of,prayed for and may much lite be with you,guide you and give you some comfort.....
Sure everyone from mear everywhere can say as they please,but words that have no compassion and or are purposley inforced to hurt one,be it right or wrong,somethings,exspecially to those that really aren't in your personally space,well the saying"somethings are better left unsaid"comes to my mind....
However,pat yourself on the back for being so intune and intouch with your being,and for having the ability to read those around yous minds,thats a work of art.
P.S am a strong beleiver in freedom of speech,I just try to think before I speak is all.
AND ofcourse this is just my Canadian 3 cents worth....
RE: endless "cycle" of searching .........
Looking,for what,have found some treasures along the way though....