Happy,thats all we really have to be in life is genuinly happy.
And change can be a good thing,so the move,new state,new job,all can be wonderful things,you are after all in control of that.
And living is learning and we are never to old to learn.It takes time,time in each others space,time together and time aprt to trully know who one is,life long commitments make for life altering dicission.However in each step we take if you can walk away with something positive then,for me,its more then enough.
Our hearts don't generally lie when your in the right frame of mind,and when dating become exclussive,you just know it,you feel it,it touches you in ways like no other.....
Unfaithful for me is if I have to second guess....if I am keeping something back...to hide from my true potential....I must be fit to live with myself whether tousled and torn,I am ONLY human after all...
And unfaithful from others,towards my own self would be if you can't say it,or tell me,then you are being unfaithful,those close to me should never have to second guess,if you have to think twice about it,or don't want me to know,you are being unfaithful to me.
Having the fear is an excellent description of the state of mind that many people go through when attempting a risky venture. But overcoming the fear and taking the chance on something, whether it is a dream job or a new relationship, is all part of the fun. Many people are stuck in dead end jobs wanting to take risks in life, but the fear holds them back. It is only by confronting and overcoming the fear that many people achieve their desires and ambitions in life.
Instead of fearing the unknow,embrace it,no one is better or worse then any.....shells are just that,hard,and they hide much
After a chance meeting of friends and time well spent,"the girl" has to head home,while making the long trip home her fever rises and rises to tempertures that only mean trouble,once home "the girl" collapses and can feel this is the end,3 days with a shunt and nurseing care,3 x a day, she has a visitor come to her bedside,"the girl" is tired,mind,body and soul,ready to fly away,but her visitor,her eldest son comes to her with a look in his eyes,no words spoken,none needed,but "the girl" was,briefly,was all it took,she enetered his being,felt what he was feeling,and for whatever the reason it was enough.His eyes told "the girl",not just yet,I not only want you,but I still need you,and a miracle it be,and"the girl"gained strenght,fever broke,white counts rose,was like the demon had just up and left her body,thrown out by the strenght of the purity that surrounded her.
Peace is with her,and her with peace,no time for questions or ponder of such,just living life and taking all that its worth.
Beauty being in the eye of the beholder,now with that being said,my inner beauty and the words that come out of my mouth and the place they are coming from,just help to radiate my outter beauty,distraction to what some/most would call imperfections,but I know who I am and like who I am very much so,and when I look in the mirror in the morning the mirror winks back,no regret,a positive attitude,ill feeling towards none,don't get me wrong,I don't like alot of things,or people for that matter,but I don't allow for there/others negativity to come into my house.
Pose and grace,exit stage left....*bows her head and walks off standing tall*...even if she is only 5 feet.....
For many Marina its monkey see,monkey do,sad really,a waste of mind,as it trully is a beautiful thing.
You can offer and do only your best,and whats best is for you to always have a good feeling about what it is your doing Len,you can't leed a horse to water if he doesn't want to drink,sometimes,more times then not,sad but true,we have to love at a distance,its whats healthiest for you.We can't please all of the people all of the time,and thats perfectly alright.
And although intention is in good meaning Len,actions ALWAYS speak louder....
But its nice to vent none the less ain't it Len....tee-hee...
I have touched the true magic of what the true gift of love has to offer,so in settling,no way,no how,I MUST reach the heighest of heights and will not and could not settle for anything less then.
We all deserve the best has to offer,in settling your cheating not only you but the party you are settling with,and life is too short not to have all the richness that love and life have in store for us.
We flourish at a many a things we do,and are enriched by a select few we have in are space,settling to me would mean you are still in the searching stage,find your soul and you'll find comfort in your heart,in doing so you find much,are filled with even more.Mind,body and soul work well together if you let them,its so worth soul searhing.
Tis not the gold at the end of the rainbow that matters most,but the journey of getting there.....
Large canvas,best place to lay it is a kitchen floor,but is optional,3-4 diffrent colors of paint,and the art of love making,its a master piece when complete,priceless and when wooded,hangs beautifully.....
Its not a easy task,but for me,I give trust until otherwise proven diffrent,walls tend to keep alot out,and some of those things are things that we should have allowed in....
Where there is a will there is a way,don't tell me that your town has no emergency facillities,it may not be the comforts of home,but its away,its a start.......
starliteisbrite Forum Posts (7,327)
RE: mine
One face or two,who knows?
Maybe the dozen
enshrined,
kept on the mantelpiece,
smiling down,
through the cracks,
into the mans eyes.
A shrivelled insect,
unaware of a name
that creates it,
need not hide, not
fearful of itself
as a weak
embodiment of the
distaste creeping
through the perception
not seen.
The man is afraid,
would rather lay
dead amongst leaves where
those insects can ignorantly
crawl across his chapped
lips, the mask he never knew
and left rot in
the visions of those faces,
staring down above a fire.
Deep in his eyes
perfection and beauty
are unattainable lies,
where only his thoughts swim deeply,
swim deeply within him.