Take out the religion,I worked for the Catholic School Board.
They are not under contract,but are advised against joining sites such as my space,face book,etc,for there own protection,but of there own free will do do as they wish.
For the last 4 years I have worked in the school board,and a couple of are teachers are on various sites,now I know I live in Canada,but I have talked to teachers and professor's from the States...Something to hide perhaps
Stop trying and stop looking,whatever will be shall be.
Like the lottery,how many times does the same person win the jackpot,majority of the time,just once,and some have already touched real love,it may never pass your way again.
Fill your soul with the meory of,and occupy your time and alone time with the so many other things that are out there.
Life is what you make it,make it good.
"are you living to die,or dieing to live"
A favorite quote of mine.
Love,lite and richness to all who are feeling blue.......
First and fore most personalities such as yours tend to encounter many a things that are self destructive,something we have to live with and learn to manage to control being out of control.
You knew from the begining of this relationship that you talk of love,what harm it could,and has created,but avoided the sings that were so visual,subconscios perhaps,but your inner self knew all along.
Aside from the kind of love that one feels another pain and sorrow,love of the genuine kind does not and should not hurt,sure,like all things,it requires to be maintained,but tis not a chore,but a pleasure.
I'm not taking away your pain or your feelings,emotions are a valid emotion and if you feel it its real,and not a soul can take that from you,regardless if they understand.
Strength comes from withen and until you deal with and repair what has to be repaired,you can not,and are not capable of giving yourself to any...Its not fair to them,most importantly its not fair to you,we all deserve the best that life has to offer and when weak many tend to settle for.
You have crossed many bridges and made enormous accomplishment's,so you have the power,perhaps its will power you are lacking.
Life is a beautiful thing if you allow your self to see upon and behond the horizon's ,the gift of being in control of your mind,body and soul is such a of a feeling that mere words can not explain its peace,peace of mind is a wonderful thing,embrace it.
Allow yourself to grieve,and even feel sorry for you,but I ask that you not allow yourself to stay there very long,regret is a funny thing.
Aside from you needing you,you have blood that needs you as well,even if at times it doesn't always seem as such.
Embrace whats in your reach.
I lite a candle for you Rob,to give you guidance and strength...........Hold my hand,its in reach.
That what he has encounterd in others has taught him much,there actions are that of negativity ever action as a reaction.And although he as learned what he does not want to be,it sad and disapointing that it had to come at such a price,for he would rather not have learned it at all if they where the opposite of who they are and the actions they take.
Childness in your own name is one thing,but having to configure so many names is just ridiculous and not fair for those who are just who they say they are.
And you know Rob the saddest part is that it was a child commiting such a grave crime.
And are society is so quick to pass judgement when education is falling,parents are so stressed and over worked to know whats going on in there childs life,or turn a blind eye,job availability is limited,extra curriculum is limited or too costly,and if you don't fit the criteria to what is "exceptable" in the eyes of,then your out cast,people think that nothing too seirous could be bother them as they are "ONLY" kids.
In the mean time there spending money on war,constrution,new airports,architecture that has no importance when so much is needed at this time,the list is endless.
The greed of money and jobs to make politicians feel as if someone is running this world we live in.
The realization is that are kids are are future and if its not to late,and a plan in motion isn't set there will be no future that is livable. Are kids are are future and and without them we have no future.
Society talks of caring and doing whats best for are children,well I hear alot of talk but I see no action to back it up.Talk is cheap.
Priorities need to be set and set in stone,if the children are not cared for in a manner that is up to parr on there level,we can forget about all eles.
Instead of putting all this energy into war,put in what really needs fixing,and thats the children who are killing,commiting suicide,lost and confussed,hungry and so much more.Now thats a war worth fighting.
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Yeah your state of mind to a thread posted had me wondering about your mental stability...PHEWWWWWWWwww,gald it was only the drink....
RE: answer me this
Nothing in the world is more dangerous then a sincere ignorance andconscienctious stupidity.