If it happens once in lifetime your blessed...............if you JUST happen to hit that magic jackpot more then,its,well,its something a I have no words for.
My mother I feel was no longer with us after yesterday,meaning her soul.
And her rest and her departure came from the strength her girls,( my 2 younger sisters)we where solider's,and sure,its tiresome and there is sadness.........But there is a calmness.
I feel she was meet by those she missed the most,those already gone....with the wings she was given and the hands she had to hold she was able to walk lightly and she was so able to walk in peace.
Her passing,a negative in some ways for sure,has brought so much positivity,and,not even a bad thought about the many,whcih by the way my mother,who nnver wanted a funneral,though there would be no one,she was a meek and quite woman,..............well there was more the 150 in attendance,and yes,sad that its a time like this that brings so many together,but,well you know,life is not always according to plan.
Yes,I shed a few tears,and yes I will sharing,.
But I ,like I always say will have my memories,and more so,the courage and the ability to be the strong woman I am,and so yes,I will carry on.
Never forgetting...............How could I,forever she is branded in my heart.
You have,some more then others,been wonderful and my words are mere meek compared to what my heart is feeling.
Joanie with much thanks comes love and appreciation..........
Trying and that some what of a tiresome mind,body and soul,but a inner peace and inner strength.
She had a look so peaceful,and a look that her looking better in passing then in her last few months here on earth.
As I walked the dog after my long day and sat undre a huge maple tree and stared under a sky with much fog and not a star in sight,I could no longer feel her......it told me she is alright,and that she is proud of the unity her family is showing and that she is just where she wants to be.
She may be gone,but she will near be forgotten.
Again,time permitted I will catch up with my many thanks.
Yes my mother was Pallitive and I have cared for her for the last 8 month,and yes I understand and I to am gratful she is out of pain and can rest easy.
Will be a long day today and tomorrow,but have the strength and supposrt of many,personally I am just holding my memories and keeping in mind she is no longer suffering and is now where she is meant to be.
You have all been wonderful,again merci.............
I've seen far to many to name just one....but one that was the most intimate and the one that touched me in all the right places and made me feel like I was just outside myself would have to be B.B King in small cafe like in Chicago...........DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
starliteisbrite Forum Posts (7,327)
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RE: how long should I wait?
Personally I would have second doubt.As you stated it was asked,but is slow in coming,Iyeah,would wonder.
Good luck....