dont let it get to you DWD - just hold on to positivity - soon she will be an adult and able to make her own choices - its a pretty difficult day for children who can actually choose - they dont want to be put into a place between their parents squabbles - it would be just nice if for once, the choice could be theirs on this important day really
no way - my life began again at 40, then, blow me down - it happened again when I was 50 - this year, will be spectacular - I will become a BA hons hopefully by June - nah - 30's again would be torture compared to the freedoms I am enjoying now
hmmm, now this is a strange one to touch on and I am gonna have to draw on all my positivity here to stay on top of things - the day she died, i was with her in intensive care (had been there for 2 weeks) i just had to go to the loo and whilst there i has a very strange thing happen - i know she was in my mind and she said - mum, i have to go, it is the thing i have to do but i love you and i know you know that - she died pretty soon after i got back to her that day - but she has been with me so many times since - all of my happy times I speak to her - if I have an exam i speak to her half (haha, all the) way through - when I laugh i share it with her
I have positivity
I didnt lose her, I have her to greet all over again in my future somepalce
She is in that better place for sure - I dont need to give it a name - I just know it 'is'
yep, it is down to choice Riya in my opinion - I think this is where a lot of peoples guilt trips come in to play too - sometimes people feel guilty about allowing themselves to feel better - maybe they did something which felt right for them but was maybe not right in the eyes of their particular religion or something i.e. divorce
but sometimes we have to be number 1
this opens many doors at times which people find difficult to deal with too - but help is always at hand - especially here, where we are all friends regardless - right?
Oh it crushed me Ambrose, believe me, my sadness was indescribable - I wont sadden you by even trying - the point is, and why I even mentioned it at all - is that we do have inner resilience, we can survive even the most terrible of things imaginable - we just have to believe in ourselves and all possibilities
life goes on - we are best just getting on with it
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