maybe i recieved it...maybe i was just thinking out loud...or maybe just thought id share an observation....maybe i just learned a little bit more about life today ...good night all...i need sleep
when tallkin with my dad and sister who both died young to cancer..dad 42...sis 36...neither feared the unknown or the pain as much as they were sad to lose what they were leaving behind...my sis especially because sge was leaving 3 kids...one a brand new baby....that she wouldnt get to watch grow up.
normally i would think that they wanted to get to know you...if you werent interested in talking to him i think a simple smile and a raised glass mocking a toast from across the room would be enough.
on the plus side of the experience it was great for song lyrics...i wrote a whole album about it....and in her defense she was 200 miles away from where she had lived in order for me to be close to my daughter...i just thought it was very poor timing and the worst excuse ever.
i dont think love has any borders....however more often than not anytime ive had contact with somebody outside the us within a short time they were very much in love and looking for me to send them money to relocate ...this isnt always the case..i actually have friends in other countries...i should post an email i got as a first contact from this site yesterday but i wont...i tend to be a little more cautious if dealing with somebody thats far away.
rediculous reason that somebody has ever used to break up with you???
after meeting online then living together and renting for over a year(someone i met online)...i purchased a home large enough to house my last gf and her two kids...we were only in the home for two weeks when she informed me that the house made things seem too permenant.
has anyone ever had anything similar or as rediculas as this used as a reeason to break up with you?
sorry to hear of your illness...i would say to first talk with those that are most important in your life...then gather them all....best wishes to you and yours.
what is it you expect to gain by trying to diminish my charecter???...i dont drink...dont do drugs...and have never needed the benifit of a pawn shop...face it dude...you know nothing about me or my life...however you mentality is very clear for all to see...im just curious what you get from such blatent ignorance?
dont waste your energies feeling sorry for me...you may want to pity your poor soul...i understand your narrow path of thinking...i can see past it and know that youve just eaten what youve been fed...im going to use one of my favorite quotes from a very wise friend of mine...i appologize for reapeating it for those who have seen it in a prior post..."assume everything youve been taught up to this point in your life has been a lie...now seek the truth" i wont even try to make you think like i do...thats not possible...i wont try to force my values or beliefs on you..i wont call you names as you have called me...please dont try to force yours on me.
let me express my views on the christian religion just a little in hopes of broadening your path of thinking...i in no way mean to offend anyone...people are free to think and believe as they choose...its truely our only freedom...i view the christian church as a misguided flock of sheep...if youve ever watched sheep jump over a fence..it happens just like it does in the cartoons when somebody is falling alsleep counting them...one right after the other...over the same spot in the same fence...nose to a**hole one...two...three...and so on...til the whole herd is on the other side...there was really no purpose for going there...so they mull around grazing and doing what sheep do...none really knowing why they are there...not really sure how they got there..or what to do now that they are there...and the best reason any of them can come up with is that some a**hole next to them thought it was a good plan and jumped the fence and they followed unable to think outside of flock mentality...well...i dont tend to jump in one direction or another just because somebosdy else thinks its a good idea...im in no way calling christian a**hole...and dont mean to offend anybody with this analogy...ive studied many forms of religion and spirituality...ive taken a bit from each of them to form my eclectic version of percieved truth...i stayed on the other side of the fence to study things a little more closely with the sheep that werent content with what the other sheep were bein fed.
sir i will happily say that i understand far more than you are ever likely to...that book that you hold in front of you as a shield has blinded you my friend...maybe if you were to actually focus your attention to reading rather than preaching the word you proclaim as the only possible truth you might get a get a few of the passages and commandments that you dont quite yet seem to grasp the concept of...theres hope for you yet...you can still learn...
because ive been to nearly every major city in this country...im aware of my surroundings...i read...i watch what the media chooses to inform or misinform as the case often is...i observe...i speak... i listen...i think freely...dont make a personal attack of my charecter or didicule what i believe based on your VERY narrow path of thinking.
somewhere in that good book you thump upon so loudly it says somethging to the effect that one should not judge lest ye be just....i might suggest you read a little more before you try to force your word upon others.
i say legalize and tax....but tend to think along the lines that theres more money for the government to profit more with the system currently in place...its been theorized in the past that its not beyond the realm of possibility that our own government is likely the biggest importer of the very drugs they class as illegal...the reason the shift has geared towards meth and crack is that it cant be controlled enough by them because it can be manufactered in anybodies bathtub...therefore has become the the new target of choice...and if you listen to the reports of the millions of dollars needed for the clean up of labs...to through away a few empty jugs of common ordinary chemicals...its created another whole media hype that says the clean up is so toxic...more millions to be pocketed by those granted the hazmat contracts...that would be in more danger if they were cleaning up the body shop on the next corner...they found a way to profit on a market they had no control.
i say legalize and tax....but tend to think along the lines that theres more money for the government to profit more with the system currently in place...its been theorized in the past that its not beyond the realm of possibility that our own government is likely the biggest importer of the very drugs they class as illegal...the reason the shift has geared towards meth and crack is that it cant be controlled enough by them because it can be manufactered in anybodies bathtub...therefore has become the the new target of choice...and if you listen to the reports of the millions of dollars needed for the clean up of labs...to through away a few empty jugs of common ordinary chemicals...its created another whole media hype that says the clean up is so toxic...more millions to be pocketed by those granted the hazmat contracts...that would be in more danger if they were cleaning up the body shop on the next corner...they found a way to profit on a market they had no control.
dont worry ...we are on a course for self destruction...a few more generations and mother earth will likely finally be at peace as the human race destroys itself in the name of one god or another.
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maybe i recieved it...maybe i was just thinking out loud...or maybe just thought id share an observation....maybe i just learned a little bit more about life today ...good night all...i need sleep