but we arent all perfect- and im a bit touchy so felt a bit scolded there
i have my part of course- in hindsight 'if only id made different choices' but hey-im no idiot and at the time those choices seemed appropriate
im not here looking for sympathy or necessarily sending out any alarms either-just sharing a bit-ive been here and there are people who wanna know wots up w/ me and this is the quickest way-like mass email kinda
yes bella-i would think boundaries were in place w/ most adults after months of talking-always keeping it only casual i wouldnt have expected any of this- otherwise i wouldnt have invited him
its not like we chatted 2 wks and announced love and met and screwed...? im not here whining or justifying but i am taken aback and came here to share- its what i do sometimes...
long story short phone for a few months seemed fine-tho i am generally a slow go-er... met hosted at my home a few days he changed my CS password while there
bunch of other stuff not appropriate to discuss
let it be known i retain my purity as well as my optimism
but if i owe anyone an apology it may have not been me that time! really!
if anything she has always had the posture of not liking me or attacking anyone that tries to have a conversation in a thread she thinks is "hers"
please dont make such statements if i dont like someone im a big girl and can say so myself
i like plenty of people here that do not share my beliefs or opinions on deep life choices-but we manage to have discussions-consistently
why dont you show me tho-what it is to be liked-? rude, aggressive-outright mean, breaks confidentiality-meaning if asked to keep something private she refuses- and even months later tried to shame you about it..?(public humiliator) never owns her behavior or makes an amends, it must be all around requires butt kissing or one comes under attack- so incapable of conversation/sharing i guess that would be?
but by all means-characterize me however you will-mindfful the evil witch
maybe i can borrow zellas hat and take a new more 'truthful' foto
mindfful Forum Posts (18,996)
drama is a requirement or what?
cooliobe right back
to mail most likely...
cant stay on long anyway