One other thing when I'm being honest in regard to criticising myself I'm not putting myself down nobody on this earth can criticise me more than I criticise myself.
I ooze confidence with anything I put my mind too have been complimented many times on the way I walk the way my I engage in a conversation face to face many many times.
But I have zero confidence in regard to guys trying to get to know them on another level I feel I'm not seductive enough I don't have that bling I feel that's what guy's want I probably have it in me if I knew him well enough but I would rather die than to embarrass myself.
I'm not putting myself down I'm just being very honest like I said I'm my biggest critic nobody can criticise me more than I already do.
I don't ask people I mean I eat healthy I workout I can't help the way I look that's on my parents.
I'm able to choose friends but wasn't able to choose family genes.
I use to clam up when guys were trying to get to know me I took advice from a gal pal who said come on shine when I guy wants to get to know you as you shine with us.
So for the first time I took their advice was an open book with everything that didn't bloody work so have decided to go back to being a clam.
I always laugh at myself I don't laugh at other people I'm being honest I look like I could haunt houses dry food all over my face people's alcohol in my hair and I'm sure that's a bit of a nut on my upper lip
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They would have to bone me on my right side