Sometimes people just grow apart and what was once a union of two hearts, two souls, two minds grew at different stages.....we think we are always going to stay on the same level and sometimes the other elevates to a new level or in worst case senario to a much lower level....
My ex of 20 years was like that.....had lots of big motorcycles and all mostly new, used to polish them every chance he had...would buy another new one when he felt down to make him feel good again....
So heres how it went....
His business His Cars His Bikes His friends
and somewhere way on down the line came me and the kids....
Not sure what you mean Jim....anyhow I used to have two black labs at two different times in my life....nice dogs....much fun but what a handful they were...grew up to be like black stallions used to drag me along on the walks....
Sorry Jimmy to hear all that....I know it is very real when it is on your own doorstep.....
I used to work in the drug rehab centers for a year.....seen the destruction it can cause.....I'm only speaking for my self personally here....and what I ment by what I said is that this world is not for me.....to be honest when people get wrapped up in this world it's like they are from another planet to me....
RE: I feel a deep feeling of lonliness. It makes me feel so sad.
Of course you can....I have three and been on my own a long time now and I'm doing a great job...the best job I can do.....