Seriously, which never happens too often with me, I would swim a thousand sea's to find true love!
Societies views, seem to be the thing that messes up people's minds now a days, concerning love anyhow...everyone is so hesitant with so many thoughts & questions zooming clouds of confusion in the mind, which can funnel its way down to the heart...too much uncertainty! Best we can hope for, is honesty & humour! It is REAL difficult to find someone....
So to prevent me from venting on...sure go ahead & club me!
I have been there, actually took a horse trail ride through the Rockies! It is an awesome place...take lots off pictures!!! Though I do know, to see in person, is its complete beauty!
Very few know that on my 33rd Birthday bash, I spent the night in jail! I had a boyfriend that was extremely jelous, & to my complete ignorance was an insecure complete coke drug head! Alot of old friends from my high school showed up at my party, of course there were my guy friends too...we all had an amazing time!!! I do not ever give any reason for my guy to be jelous, I'm no flirt, he was just very anti-social. Small guy with big insecure problems. I did not notice him sulking in the corner all night, my Sister was talking to him most of the night...by the time we got back home to our apartment, he was in a complete rage of jelousy! He started beating me with my wood baseball bat! I ran away through the kitchen grabbing anything I got my hands on to protect myself, out of the dish rack... I happened to grab a barbeque fork...I never even looked back, just threw it along with all the other dishes. The fork poked his thigh then fell to the floor. A little scratch was all that happened, but it did bleed. Next thing I knew, I was being hauled out in cuffs to the clink! My fork was considered a weapon...all my wounds, bruises and gashes I had all over me, icluding the bash in the face, from the bat, didn't seem to matter to the police. See, I smelt of booze, he seemed straight to the cops, cuz he was on the drug coke.
Never had any charges made against me & never saw him again!
I learned what signs to look for in a person who does this deadly secretive drug coke. I thought I was lending him money for new suits so he can go get a job...
I agree with many of you here...why allow any past negativity, of any kind, take any room in your head or heart! Learn from the X perience and look on.... towards all the good yet to come & fill you up!
..."And if it was only a few, after communicating with someone for weeks, then sleeping with them? In kyboshing the relationship, I would feel I was just looking for a reason."...
Just to clarify and put all your cards on this table thread of yours...
You sent me a 1st message Friday the 13th... stating WE are so compatible! yet we have never exchanged any words of any kind until I responded to your note early this morning!
...later this same day your posting comments about your last bed partner!
It is hard to find someone compatible now a days, so if everything else about her was good for ya, I just find the age fib the smallest of all and be it NO other hidden surprises, deserves a little forgiveness.
But I guess thats all done away with by now, cards on the table, must be why you have contacted me?
So, ....where is the problem...? Found out during pillow talk...?
You found her hot enough to get onto that pillow & talk...?
White lies about age I do not find so serious...it's only a number! So she gave you a number that best desribes how she really feels... A number, only a few ignorant people drive into a discrimination of the trivial kind!
It can change your world from ever being the same again...7/7/07 WAS A HORRIBLE day 4 me...my Dad had a seizure of the unknown yet kind, and I thought I was losing my # 1 Man!
"Get outside of comfortablility and only then will you reach or understand your true potential. PONDER THIS. Every single successful person had a turning point in their life where they made a clear, specific, unequivical decision that they would not live life this way anymore and they would acheive success in all they do. Some people make this decision at 15, others at 50, but still many never make this desision at all......How sad......
live life outside the box. dive in to the unknown...Experience what others might not for life is short."
Hey John, what makes you so great with open & smart warnings for us Ladies... Thanks a Bunch!!! For being totally Male & admitting the nitty gritty, us females can all learn from! Your Honesty is cherished here... Many thanks!
I agree here with John, see ya, don't want to know ya! next....
Well posted With all this in tact & action...we must also realize, tis not always the worthy who are brave enough to come forth. Keep an open mind to whom you recieve and be wise enough not to become decieved!
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