im a very strong person but whatever i do or say ive got her putting me down, i promise with all my heart im not fake and i have never lied to any of yous, i just want to put my hands around her throat and strangle her, i can put up with grief but this does not look like it is gonna stop, i do not know what it is i have done wrong to this person but im crying to myself now as i dont want to leave but put yourselves in my shoes, its very hurtful, i am going to go to bed soon and sleep on it and see how i feel in the morning, im soft hearted and tryed to ignore the comments but she even said i was lying about my son
yes and baby is very pretty, im sure she has nothing to worry about, and will we will get back to beauty only skin deep, you should see some of the horrors ive had relationships with, the tide wouldnt take them out but i did
right please dont have a go at me as i am not bragging but i get an awful lot of mail and flowers, i had 11 new messages this morning and 16 new flowers, i must admit a lot of them are from my friends in the forums and its nice, i even recieved a flower with a nice message from hot strawberries this morning and no she is not gay just a very caring person, im still waiting for her brother coming on Wink Wink!
mornings are hectic in my house, my alarm goes off at 7am then im shouting like a raving loony at the kids to get up for work and school, then i have to let the dog out, feed the dog, feed the kids, do kids packed lunches as i normally forget the night before, then get washed and dressed as im still shouting of the kids to get up, i can tell you its great after 8.30 when kids are away, but i fear 3.15 as i have to pick my son up from school, then my other son comes home 5.30, and its mam where are my jeans, my shoes etc etc, and i dread going to sleep as i have to start all over again when my alarm goes off
the weather is 95% crap, the coutry is small so once youve seen it all thats that, i suppose everyone gets bored with living in the same place all your life
well i hadnt had a drink for 5 months and i went to an engagement party last night and got ratted, and yes i have suffered all day, i would of put a post in last night but sorry i couldnt see my computer haha
fun you live in uk how do you know that programme? ive never heard of it,, saying that i havent got digital tv or nothing, what about whats happening in corrie??????lol
can i just say ive been a naughty girl and i plead guilty to not emailing everyone who has sent me a flower or a message, and its because im to excited to get on the forums
my gran always hated birds, you could not even give her a christmas card with a robin on, and it was because a bird flew in her house years earlier and landed on her sisters photo just hours before she recieved the news of her death
newcastle, uk is a town made up of many large office buildings, houses, shops pubs etc, we have to travel to the countryside, we do have many landmarks though the millenium bridge, the angel of the north, the tyne bridge etc, it is only a short drive away to the beach, there are many cities in the uk all with there own landmarks and theres london of course
can i just say sorry star, im just a bit down, i would never ever be nasty to anyone in any way, im not like that, i think yous are the bestest, sorry if i seemed rude
thankyou starlite i know you are trying to be nice bit the scar is deep across the nose and the chin, its more the fact that my son is a good lad, hes a lance corparol in army cadets, goes to st johns medics etc etc he did not deserve this
friday the 13th, i got a phonecall at 8.30 tonight of my 16 yr olds mate, i could not understand what he was saying ,he was squealing help him, then his phone went dead, i tried ringing back but the number was witheld so all i could do was worry and shake thinking he was going to tell me the worst, i was vomiting with worry when his friend ran in my house and told me my 16 yr old son had been bottled off a lad he had a mock fight with at boxing last night, i have just got back from a&e he has had 18 stitches to his face and hand, im devastated, my bairn is scarred for life all because he won a boxing match
well today is friday the 13th, just wondering what yous think of it, are you superstitious, personally i think its rubbish, if you are going to have an accident you would anyway despite the date
i was a tomboy when i was younger, i had a shaved head and wore a cap, i hated girlie toys, i played with my 2 brothers cars and action men, then i discovered boys and i loved to wear makeup, do my hair etc, yet i have more male friends than female still now, and im one of the lads when i go to my local pub, i play pool and darts
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RE: I AM LEAVING !!!!
thanks guys my 16yr old just hugged me after i let him see the posts